The Bad side of Love

I've cried empty tears that are filled with negative emotions. In a haze walkin the streets but I feel like I'm coasting. You know like that camara they use in a Spike Lee movie, with my mind elsewhere everything is slow motion the hippies will call the feeling "Grooovy" but wat I'm feeling feels like confusion,anger,pain,sadness, All roled up in a ball of dispare. I feel like I'm drowning and I'm reaching for thin air. Love can be like a warm bath followed by a good book or movie then turn around be like sliding in a puddle of razor blades and alcohol......But the crazy part is I wouldn't trade for the world lol....... Salahudin H. Nemley